I just couldn’t get going today. So, I bought myself a red X. Man, I hate writing those damn things on the progress calendar. But I don’t know what it was today. I’ve had other days where I was in less of a mindset to workout. Maybe I’m bored with P90X. Actually, I know I am. I can’t stand it because I’ve done it so many times. I need to get the P90X 2.
But I said I couldn’t buy the new version until I actually completed 90 days of this one. So I’m on my way. It’s not pretty. There are plenty of red X’s on the board, but whereas in the past when I had those X’s, I’d quit and start over. This time I’m plowing through. I don’t care how ugly it gets. At least I’m working out 4-6 days per week. And for me that’s good.
It took me a long time to realize that it’s not realistic to think you won’t miss a day or struggle through a workout. I’ve missed a few, but I also clock about 18 hours of work a day between all that I do. Okay, no excuses. I know people who can masterfully pull this off even while they are this busy. How they do it is unreal. But I feel like I’m doing pretty well. Tomorrow should be a good day.
